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9 of Europe’s Creepiest Castles (and the Stories Behind Them)

9 of Europe’s Creepiest Castles (and the Stories Behind Them)

With its narrow cobblestone streets and its old medieval buildings Europe can easily been seen as a continent of fairy tales. However, its castles perched high on its hills hide some sinister secrets, the ghosts of which still linger today.   Below are some of the most haunted castles […]

Things I Wish I’d Known Before I Started University

Things I Wish I’d Known Before I Started University

Yes, hello, hi, this is yet another post about starting university clogging up your feed/timeline/whatever you happen to read blog posts on. I know this is a topic that has been written about hundreds of times but that’s because university is a scary life moment […]

I’m Going Back To School

I’m Going Back To School

Okay, not school (not even £1 million per hour could tempt me to go back there!), but I’m going back to university! I’m off to study a Masters in Forensic Psychology to be more precise. Ever since I learned about Zimbardo’s Prison study in A-Level […]

New Beginnings

New Beginnings

And suddenly you just know: it’s time to start something new and trust the magic of new beginnings. – Meister Eckhart There was an autumnal chill in the air this morning. I woke up to a fresh breeze permeating through the room and pulled the […]

7 Books On My Summer Reading List

7 Books On My Summer Reading List

Every time I do a book round-up someone always mentions the lack of non-fiction. I never thought anything of it though until now so I’m trying to branch out a little bit from my usual favourite genre of psychological thrillers. I’ve never been a huge […]

The Vegan Kind Beauty Box Review – Cruelty-Free Goodies Straight To Your Door*

The Vegan Kind Beauty Box Review – Cruelty-Free Goodies Straight To Your Door*

I don’t usually do beauty posts on here but I am trying to incorporate more posts about veganism and shopping cruelty free so, when the guys at The Vegan Kind got in touch and asked if I wanted to review one of their vegan beauty boxes, I […]

A Girl Alone In New York City

A Girl Alone In New York City

I know every blogger under the sun likes to rave about how amazing New York City is.I know how they all churn out some wonderful fairytale about how it’s all eating bagels in Brooklyn and hopping on and off the subway without a care in […]


My Diary

Going Back To The Beginning

Going Back To The Beginning

I’ve always said that the moment I fell in love with writing was the moment I learned how to hold a pen. Whilst that may be a slight exaggeration, I struggle to remember a time when I didn’t write. Fiction mainly, but no style has ever been off limits.

That’s why I started a blog in the first place- to give myself an outlet for my writing that wasn’t just a folder of my printed work stashed away in my bedroom.

But somewhere along the line, that outlet became something else. It became another place in the competition of who can write the most relatable lists, who has the most hilarious writing style, and who can photograph the most pinterest-worthy flatlay. Now though, I’ve realised that, not only can I not keep up with it all, I don’t want to.

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I made this decision a few weeks ago, on a Sunday morning. I sat in bed, wrapped in a duvet, staring at the blank screen of my laptop in front of me. The glaring white hurt my eyes in the dimly lit room and the screen started to blur. Next to me was a list of blog post ideas that usually do well for other bloggers; self-care tips, how to stay motivated, how to take great photos with an Iphone.

To the other side of me lay my ‘passion notebook’ (which is not the seedy little black book that I’ve just made it sound like!). It contains all the things I really want to be writing about: the beginnings of short stories, yet another story about a city I’ve fallen in love with but that I don’t think I can post because I’ve posted too many things about this one place already, personal anecdotes and life updates.

I felt like I needed to choose one or the other. Now that I have a full time job, money to see friends more often, and a new relationship (which I had up until a few days ago), I have next to no free time to write, and I really don’t want to be spending the limited time I do have writing about things I have little interest in.

I’m going to go back to writing for me and those who happen to enjoy what I post.

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From now on, on this blog, there won’t be any half-arsed motivational lists, anything written for the sake of producing content, or perfect, bright white flatlays (not that there was anyway). Instead you’ll get to know what books I’m reading and what cities I’ve fallen in love with maybe recently, maybe a while ago. You’ll get to see some more of the photographs that I’ve taken lately and read the short stories that I scribble down in the middle of the night.

There will, of course, still be city guides, relatable lists and reviews, but they won’t be written for the sake of being written.

In these last few months, whilst I haven’t posted anything, I never once thought about giving up this blog, but I did know I wanted to take it in a new direction. I’ve just not had time to sit down, write some posts, and plan this new direction. I think I’ve gotten myself back on track now though, so there will (hopefully) be regular posts from now on.

I love this blog and I love to write, I just needed a break to go back to the beginning and remember why I started.

 

Going Back to the beginning and remembering why I started blogging
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